Well, I gave Wattpad and Chapterbuzz a try and while I was getting some reads and buzz I totally wore myself out. I was so busy trying to write new chapters, edit old ones, read others’ work, comment, and uploading new stuff I burst my bubble.
I haven’t written anything new in over a week. I hate when I get in this space but I know that I have to let the dry spell happen.
But you should write every day!
Yeah, that’s what people say. But I know if I force it, I’ll just be writing crap. And does it matter what I write? Does this blog post count? Do my tweets count? Does it matter if I paint, read, doodle, or think instead? Those are all creative things. I’m going to adjust that old advice to suite my creative style. I’m going to create every day.
The muse is mad.
Don’t tell him/her I said this but my muse is moody and needy. *Looks around worried they heard* The muse wants my full attention and I wasn’t giving it. Now I’m going to have to play hard to get and work on other creative outlets until s/he decides to forgive me or that s/he can’t live without me either and starts telling me the story again.
There’s no need to despair.
This has happened to me before. I thought I’d never write again. And like an oncoming fever, the urge to write takes hold and I can’t stop writing. I’m wiser now. I know I can relax and wait for it to happen because it will.
What about those stories you were sharing?
If you were following along on Chapterbuzz or Wattpad, no worries. I’ll still be posting some work on my Sneak Peeks tab. This way, I’ll be keeping all the follower growth on my blog instead of spreading it out in all different websites/platforms. If there’s a story you want more of, let me know and I’ll add to that story (as the muse allows. As they’re not speaking to me at the moment, I have time).
Creators, what do you do when the muse isn’t talking to you?
Readers, are there any of my stories you’d like to see more of?
In my last blog post, I talked about the challenge to find readers. It’s so hard. I feel like a little a who down in Whoville shouting on a speck at a world that’s too big to hear me. But it’s okay. If you’re reading this, you’ve heard me. You are my darling, Horton, and I appreciate it.
While I wait for the rest of the world to notice my tiny, insignificant voice, I’ve got to find a way to keep myself going when my writing can seem so pointless.
So, I’ve invented a way to play with myself (uh, err. Should I scratch and rephrase?)
At this point, I have approximately five manuscripts that I haven’t finished, so I’m going to start sharing them on Wattpad and Chapterbuzz…the one that gets the most love is the one that I’m going to concentrate on writing for that week. It will kind of be like American Idol, The Voice, or America’s got talent (which I stopped watching when The Regurgitator lost–he got robbed) but with my manuscripts.
They are early drafts, so they’re not perfect, but the good thing about Wattpad and Chapterbuzz is that I can get feedback from readers on how to improve the chapters as I go. Then, most likely, I will publish them through my publishing company, WhistlePig Publishing. Of course, that will be after multiple drafts, professional editing, and a professional cover artist has designed a proper cover. For now, I’ve made quick covers for Wattpad and Chapterbuzz purposes (so please don’t judge these books by their covers 😂) and given them a working title.
If new readers discover me along the way, that’s only ever going to be a good thing. True, it could just be more crickets, and there won’t be many views, votes, or comments on either site but finding just one more reader–one more Horton–would be incredible. If you’d like to read the chapters of my works in progress here is the link to my Wattpad profile and here is the link to my Chapterbuzz profile.
I’ve mentioned before–but some of you may not know–I’m an INFP personality type. One of the strengths of INFPs (or is it a weakness? 🤔) is–as the website 16 personalities states–INFPs are “Passionate and Energetic – When something captures INFPs’ imagination and speaks to their beliefs, they go all in, dedicating their time, energy, thoughts and emotions to the project. Their shyness keeps them from the podium, but they are the first to lend a helping hand where it’s needed.”
Oh, is this ever true! I think it’s the reason I can write an entire novel where other people think they could write one (boy am I tired of hearing that, btw) but can’t actually do it.
It makes it hard for me to concentrate on doing more than one thing at a time, though. I’m supposed to be querying, but this new book idea struck and suddenly, I’m all in.
When I practice my guitar, I practice every day.
When I’m working on growing my social media platforms, it’s all I can think about doing.
The upside – when I want to get shit done…I get shit done!
The downside – I don’t accomplish much of anything else.
Just kidding. I’m not a hoarder, and my house is (fairly) neat. (As long as you don’t peek inside my office–yes, it’s messy once again 😬) but that pile of stuff falling over represents all the other stuff I’ve neglected while focused on whatever it is that the project (or person) du jour.
Oh well, friend or foe, it’s who I am, and it’s what makes me, me. For all my weaknesses, I’m not sure that’s something I want to change.
What about you? Are you able to multitask? Or do you focus on one thing at a time?
Is there anything you’d like me to blog about? I’d love to know.
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Hello friends, just an update from last weeks blog (in case you were wondering how I’m doing) I’m feeling much better. Hopeful. Stubborn. Determined. I’m sure I’ll end up down in the dumps again one day, but it’s so nice knowing I have so many hands reaching out to help me back up.
So many of you reached out to me with encouragement and support after my last post. I can’t tell you how much I appreciated it. All your messages of support made me feel like I wasn’t alone and just maybe people actually appreciated my writing and connected with my voice. I used to feel like I was just shouting into a void with this blog. I know that’s not true now.
So many of you supported my need to take a break that the pressure I was putting on myself just drifted away. The next morning, I was filled with the urge to write. When my writing didn’t feel like something I had to do anymore, the joy naturally drifted back into my heart.
Sometimes it’s hard to admit, or even recognize, that I need support, but it really did make a difference. I loved the interaction with all of you who read my blog post and took the time to send me a message. I honestly had no idea how many people were reading along. It touched my heart. Thank you to everyone who reached out to me. I was overwhelmed by the amount of beautiful, inspiring messages…and only one dick. Ha ha! There always has to be one, doesn’t there?
Thanks again for all the love you sent me. I’ve brushed off the dust, and I’m ready to do this!
It’s only been a few months since I started writing my first adult novel. When I wrote the words “Chapter One” on the blank page, I have to admit, I seriously doubted I could reach the adult-length word count. I had only ever written middle-grades, and the thought of doubling my longest novel scared the living shit out of me.
I had so much doubt about whether I could do it or not but I didn’t let it stop me. And unlike before, I also didn’t try to write in any of the ways that I hear suggested by other authors. I stayed true to my creative process. Fast forward a few months and I’m nearing my target word count with no fear of not getting there.
The best part…I’ve had fun writing again. I haven’t struggled (much). Writing in a way that’s right for me (flying by the seat of my pants) and setting my doubts to the side has proven to be a winning combo.
So, lessons learned.
1) Don’t listen to anyone on HOW to write. Trust your intuition.
2) Believe that you can do it. (And if you don’t believe, just pretend you believe and get started)
I did, and now I’m a #NanoWinner2017 with less than 20,000 words to go to reach my word count goal.
A: I write suspense/thrillers, so I love coming up with interesting, new, and exciting twists for my books.
Q: What is the most difficult part of the novel writing process for you?
A: I have a bad habit of “info dumping” in my first manuscript drafts. I tend to get a bit verbose sometimes and go a bit overboard in trying to expose my characters’ backstories.
Q: What inspired you to write Like Father Like Daughter?
A: I watched a documentary one night about a girl whose father was a serial killer. It made me wonder…what would life be like if your father was a murderer? And then, what if you were also accused of murder yourself? That’s how I came up with the idea for this book.
Q: How long did it take you to write Like Father Like Daughter?
A: About eight weeks for the first draft. Then I spent about 2 months editing with my editor. So in total about four months.
Q: Do you plot out your stories, fly by the seat of your pants, or some combination of the two?
A: Usually, I just let it flow and write as the ideas come to me. But I’m currently working on a manuscript for a psychological suspense novel with 3 different characters written in all three POV’s. With all of their stories to keep track of, I typed up an outline and it really is helping.
Q: How do you select the names for your characters?
A: Every time I hear a name I like, I type it in my “notepad” on my phone. Then when I go to write a book, I just refer to my list of favorite names and go from there. But, I will admit to using an online name generator from time to time.
Q: Are you working on anything new?
A: Yes, as I said, I’m working on a new psychological thriller about a psychic with a dark, secret past who is hired to help two men (a detective and a search and rescue coordinator) find a missing six-year-old girl. It’s my favorite novel so far. So fingers crossed!
Q: Do you prefer to write in the morning, afternoon, night, or whenever you find a spare moment?
A: I usually write at night, but with a full-time day job as a paralegal, I have to just write whenever I have the time.
Q: Do you have any writing rituals?
A: Not really. I know some authors write to music, etc., but I can’t do that. I need absolute silence in order to write.
Q: What do you think makes a good story?
A: I think if you can create characters that readers will care about and want to root for, and combine that with a story that is somewhat original and intriguing, you can capture and hold the readers’ attention to the very end.
Q: Dogs or Cats?
A: Dogs. Although I do have one of each.
Q: Savory or Sweet?
Q: Beach or Forest?
A: Beach. Always the beach!
Q: When you’re not writing, what do you like to do with your free time?
A: What free time? With a full-time job as a trial paralegal, two teenage daughters, a dog, and a cat, not to mention my writing, I rarely have any “me” time. But when I do, I love to read.
Q: How can readers keep in touch with you? Do you have a website? Are you on social media?
Oh man, do I understand this quote! Self-doubt is forever getting in the way of my creativity. I’d even go so far as to say it is the only thing getting in my way.
I have no shortage of ideas. My idea book is so full that I bet if I wrote every day and lived to be 150, I wouldn’t’ be able to get through them all. So what is stopping me?
Writer’s block? No, if I sit down and get going, I always have plenty to say.
Time? Please! I waste more time on Twitter, Facebook, Instagram and everywhere else! I have time, and when something is important to someone, they always find the time.
I’m always dragging my feet because I don’t feel like my ideas are good. Or my writing sucks. I feel like I’m a nobody and no one in the world gives two shits about what I have to say.
I struggle to believe in myself. I struggle to feel worthy. But I’m going to keep on trying. I’m going to put those words down on the page and try to believe that I can do it. It could be true that no one else will ever think my words are much of anything, but shouldn’t I?
I’m not sure how to do it, but maybe if I just keep moving forward, I’ll inch closer to believing that I’m worthy.